The Diary

welcome to my diary. everything written here is completely unfiltered. i journal primarily so that i can organize my spirals into conveyable language, recording my traumatized thought patterns for future reference. for myself and others. it's my strongest coping skill.
i microblog on status.cafe. sometimes i joypost the little things or complain about weather or coding, that stuff will probably end up there.

tw/cw: discussions of trauma, illness, violence, self-sabotage, nsfw

you may also visit the 2023-2024 archive, beware it was a horrible era.
i am not ashamed, it marks my progress and resilience.